I don’t know where you’ve been.
I know, it’s probably not true.
I am looking for you.
I don’t know where I’ve been.

The voices, they tell me, they tell me it’s okay.
I wish, I wish I knew, I wish I knew where to go.

Without your hand in mine.
I’m afraid I’m out of time.

Give up, I should have probably given up long ago.

Or should I go faster?
Where do I even begin to start?

I should never have stopped looking for you, wishing after you.
The desire I had for you did not cease, without it, I find no peace.

Every day, I’m still alone.

And I was never supposed to be alone.
No one else, wherever I roam.
This is all that I have known.
Nowhere else feels like home.

It’s so dark outside.
It’s going to rain.
Maybe this time I can feel coldness.
Instead of the pain.

I don’t know where I’m going.
What if I can’t be there.
What if I get it wrong?
Why don’t I should stay here?

But what if you’re there?
Standing there beside the altar,
waiting for me to show?
Praying that this time the stars will align.
That once you see me,
That everything will be fine.
I don’t believe in your grand design.
I just felt like life began when your path crossed mine.

What if I’m always wrong?
That’s what goes through my head.
I need you to know that if upon the altar,
Our love remained?
That I love you with my heart.
Even if this exercise is one in vain.

I just hope,
standing here,
it’s with you,
into a future,
our ever-loving future,
it could continue
please lend me your ear,
or help me learn to cope.