If the ending would have been just a little different:

I would have treated you better.

I would have held you even longer.

I would have made you prouder.

I would have hurt you less.

I would have hurt myself a little less.

I would have listened a little more.

I would have forgiven myself just as I have forgiven you.

And in the end,

maybe you would have seen,

maybe you would have felt,

maybe you would have understood,

maybe you would have loved this guy a little more,

Now, as we sit on the other side of this dream; no matter how hard I try, I can not stop thinking of what might have been.

I will never stop thinking of what could have been.

What should have been.

With all my power, with all my strength, I remain hopeful the life you’re living is one of ease.

My days are spent remembering the good days and cherishing those memories.

There are so many good memories.
There were many good days.

To you, and through me, those were the days we walked as we.

I miss those days.

I miss those days most because you shared them with me.