When I speak of this moment.
I will remember one thing.
And only one thing going forward.
Doing Good. Being Good. Feeling Good.
These are all functions that cannot be extinguished in my heart.
I have, and will, love with all my heart.
I have, and will, believe in those who raised me.
I have, and will, believe in all those who have joined me on this journey.
I have, and will, believe in my friends.

We all deserve to be surrounded by love.
I want that for you.
I want that for me.
Love is love.
Love is hard to come by and calm even more so.
In conflict, all that was necessary was a moment of calm discussion.
The truth is, I probably have been broken for a very long time.
I placed my faith my ability to extend grace.
Not because I believe myself better than anyone.
I grant grace to all those who trespass against me because in itself is a divinity and it is the right thing to do.
Grief over the loss and rejection that had been bestowed on me.
Well, yes, that’s something I have to work out.
I do not know, who was here for me on my side, and who will come back to my life.

Maybe that’s OK,
if we never speak again,
if I am unworthy, right now, of your friendship.

I know you tried.
I know you were loved.
I know I was loved.
In this movie, in this life, the ending is not yet written,
But the future starts tonight.
II take a deep breath – and silently say a prayer and think of peace.
May each one of us,
Just be right.