Would you notice if I were gone

Would you notice if tomorrow never came for me?

What would you say?

Would you all be OK?

Would it be just another normal day? If I were gone?

Would you even notice?

If my heart stopped beating for you?

Would you even notice?

If there was nothing more for me to do?

If the hands on the clock never struck another day?

Would you stop to womder, ponder, where I have gone?

If I were gone, lost from time and space,

Was I so easy to replace?

Would there be a memento, a memory, a moment you held dear?

That provided you some comfort, if I were not here?

If God should choose when I take my last breath,

If that day were today,

What is it you would say?

Where would I go, if I could not stay?

If today was my last?

Please remember I loved you with all that I had, that my loneliest of days were without you.

If there’s one thing I will share with you, if this were my final day, while my mind, my heart, and all they contain,

may no longer remain,

I hope you feel love, and experience no pain.

I once knew what it was to be loved I hope you never forget the love I had for you.

I hope that it will see you through.

I wish the voices had never been silenced,

This damaging confusion and mysterious illusion,

Became my delusion,

An untold moment of dementia,

That I wish I could have figured out,

Could have received over love and friendship,

And now I have lost everything and everyone,

And I don’t even know what I had

,Coulda, woulda, shoulda,

Their fingers do point,

Forward and back,

And the courage or wisdom of either is what I lack.